Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @1:48 AM
Hey pple!!! Im back!! yeah with a brand new blogskin and song!! haha...
All thanx to Marc and Kristy! Thanx Alot ya!!! hehe...i noe it's abit plain..
well i like it that way i guess...haha
okok back to my life (so called the happy side of my life)...hmm...all i can say is that, it had been a very sick
week for me..I was having fever, sore throat, cough, flu...etc..
All the common sickness, u name them..I had them....hmm
As for now, im recovering from all the sickness in a slow and
steady pace.. haha..can't to recover and start eating all the junk foods!!
Yum Yum...Esp GELARE!!! ok it's tempting me now... hehe...
hmm....Another problem that i'm facing for the past few days and even now
is that I'M SUPER BROKE!!! I REALLY NEED A JOB!!...I want to get the Nike Sweater!!!!
haha...No money= No nice food, No shopping(Xlarge, Obey and Stussy T-shirts) ,
No clubbing(oops..i mean enjoyment) :x heheh
Etc.....Damn!! I NEED MONEY!!! Due to the money problems i faced, i had to reject all
the outings planned by my friends... sigh... sorry pple.... wait till nxt mth and i'll be rich again!!
haha...till then...i'll just rot at home... haha *bleah*
Well back to the "Sad" side of my life...sigh.....everything is just still the same..
Once im alone at hm...sadness, lonliness and misery just automatically enters my
life.. sigh...It just make me think about the past and it really puts me in tears...
Yes i admit that i'm weak..bt...it's just too difficult for me...im so tired of my life and
everything..
A few days back, i had a dream of the past... yes i dreamt of "her"...
Like what i wrote as my MSN nick,... Saw You...We Smiled...You Left...
sigh...yes that what happened in the dream...to see her leaving really really
hurts me soo much that i was suprised to see tears from my eyes just when i woke
up from my dream...Did i really cried in my dream?? hmm... sigh..
Sometimes i do have friends around who just broke up and had the similar situation
as me...and i was there to give them advice and help them solve their probs... bt why cant
those advice i provide for them work on me?? sigh... frankly speaking,...i really dont know what to do.
Maybe i'm just fated to suffer throughout my whole life until i drop dead...well only GOD knows
Anywae that's what all i have to say for now..
Till then...Muq signing out
(To Miss Nana: sorry that i deleted ur fav song frm my blog... heheh...anywae this current song is nice too)
(To Marc and Kristy: Thanx again for helping me change my blogskin and song!! appreciate it alot!!)
"Missing You"
i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go
you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
coz i'm missing you so much
all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still in love with you
my life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....